This week I’m scheduled to have the fifth surgery so far in my life. I’m actually kind of excited for this one, as it’s supposed to take away a lot of the pain I’ve been having recently. It’ll be done under general anesthesia, which I know tends to give a lot of people the jitters, but really I’m not that worried. I’ve been under general anesthesia before, and this might sound crazy, but it was not a bad experience at all. It actually seemed like I was dreaming/daydreaming, minus a lot of the pain generally involved in surgery. I’ve been researching, and it appears some people have no memory while being under, while other people in fact do have memories of being under. I guess this just shows how incredibly different each of our minds is. Of course, there is always the risk of something going bad with the surgery. I’m trying to remain positive here.